My Usual Conversation with Patronella, taken from my diary, “ The Hidden Pages of my Life”.

Dearest Patronella
I am writing to you after a year and one month. Last year brought a misfortune for the whole world because of the Pandemic but you know what, the beauty remains even in misfortune. I spent my whole time in reading different Philosophers during Lockdown and I missed you a lot , missed my discussions and the unanswered questions that I usually asked you. What lies between 'Me and I' is as mysterious as the difference between the actual and real self. The Pandemic taught us so many lessons but above all , it’s easy to be a human but to become humane in substantial sense matters a lot. I am still struggling with the three souls within me and I literally don’t know ,whether I am a monopolist over my heart and mind or I have lost my own self. It’s been more than three years I have completely isolated myself from every one I know in person and now I am so habitual of this that I don’t like people at all but despite knowing my pros and cons and even I know how to correct my self but the unfortunate part is this, I never cooperate with my self. I am in love with Solitude so much that I have started hating crowd but I know that we need few people in our Solitude also.
Anne.